belle84

well im back here i need to loose only 14lbs more to fit my wedding dress and i have 8 weeks to do it ( well really 12 but last 4 are for panicking lol) please give me a huge old virtual kick up the butt xxxxx

Still at 177/178lbs and i cant beleive i platued so quickly with my weight loss!

i now have 6 weeks to loose 10 lbs and that is never going to happen but have my sister in law to be hen night! so need to loose it x

Food Log

Every morning i eat the same thing, spiced apple porridge with cinnamon - last two days i have been hungry 2 hours later whereas before i was going 5 hours plus without being hungry!!

 I have oatcakes and hummas (sp?) for lunch but thats not for 4 hours!!!! drinking loads of water and green tea and thinking i may have to have a lil bit of lunch in hour and half lol.

 please, please, PLEASE send msg of support and stop me buying chocolate and crisps this morning

** if anyone doesnt know what PCOS is : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pcos **

After gaining weight for last 5years since i was diagnosed i feel im finally controlling it a little more! i am back on my metformin ( evil drugs ) and as healthy eating as i can. i have lost now i think 30lbs (which is amazing) but i still feel like im too big (which for my height i am)

 They alway say that loosing 10% of body weight will help women with pcos to “start working normally” well i have now lost 14% and nothing

 But i should be grateful to loose weight with pcos is a great step in its self x x x

yey i think i have finally figured how i am meant to loose weight, cut out most wheat and sugar and just eat porriage and oatcakes and fruit and veg and 60mins of excercise a day!!

 thing is i have been awful this week and last (problems has “forced” me to comfort eat)! And now im worried i wont get back in to the swing of things - but im gonna try. Starting tomorrow…walking everywhere eating well back on weights and strider and saving for my excercise bike!!

 I am finally back in my UK 14-16 clothes from a UK 18 so im getting there and have lost a grand total of 5″ from my hips and more from waist leaving me with a lovely figure!

 So heres to the weigh in next week aiming for 30lbs down…..

well as un update from my previous post the idiots that decided to  put that post it on bf’s jacket got a written warning! damn right!

i am on war path this week - fed up of feeling like everyone is walking all over me and taking the p*ss. So no more! It needs to stop,

 Everything that people are saying and doing are just getting to me and now im just comfort eating to make my self feel better with everyone elses rubbish.

 im desp trying for a baby and know 20 pregnant women - how unfair lol that is the main thing pushing me forward to loose this weight.

 i got friends relationships etc all in toilet and i need a break.

if anyone has any ideas how to focus and sort my head - please help lol x

well when my other half  came home from work last night he had a post it with “i hate my fat girlfriend” on it. Its really upset me and i know he didnt write it and they dont know me but its horrible having people say it to me. i just need to not let it get to me xx

well i weighed myself this morning and i had still managed to put on weight over night - this is where i give up on my scales and buy some new ones. now this is scary i know my scales are wrong and this gives me hope i am not as big as i thought.

 however if we get the new ones i might actually face up to the fact i weigh that much.

 but i am getting a new ex. bike for the house - yippee the xtrainer is fine but boring i prefer the bike…if anyone else has any better ideas……:D

well its been so long since ive been on here i managed to put on anoth 9lbs (but thats to be blamed on the pcos…honest!!)  i jsut really need a boost to do this everyone else i know has such great willpower makes me feel awful! falling just under 200lbs isnt THAT bad but i used to be 140 and its such a long way away! i just need some positive uplifting thoughts. if i stopped blaming myself i wouldnt be so bad! i know im not THAT bad…im sure the food diary will convince me other wise though….so come on positive thoughts this way…please?

Thank you all so much for all ur kind words. i wish i could be more positive but the pcos thing really gets me down. and i know i know that so many people loose weight etc with medical conditions but i feel so blah xxx again thank you so much xxx